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14 September 2006 @ 03:29 pm
I hate coming up with subject titles.  
Near your house, about 100 feet away or so, there is a garden. In this garden, you will find a slug about 1.5 inches long. This slug will have more motivation in his body than I do now.

SO not going to club tonight.

I keep promising myself, and others, that I will post about the Major Lifestyle Change I've made recently. The thing is, I'm still having such a huge problem dealing with it and the stress that I haven't convinced myself I can stick with it yet. I don't want to tell anyone until I'm sure I can stick with it, because I don't want so much grief if I fail. It's been a week and half, though. I have no idea how to tell when I've really committed myself.
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: "Feel Good Inc." by Gorillaz
Vocabulary/Back Scritches: cymbalsspazzychic on September 14th, 2006 11:19 pm (UTC)



See, you had enough motivation to snarl at me and everything! :D

*bring cheerful grin*

Fritters: Ed Resting by Frittersfritters on September 14th, 2006 11:27 pm (UTC)
I snarled?

Great icon.
James Pruittdjinubito on September 14th, 2006 11:22 pm (UTC)
YOU MUST TELL ME NOW, THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME. :( In all honesty, good luck in whatever it is you do. *hugs for Fritters!*

Also, I wonder if I can make a wikipedia entry for my anime club. HRMM.
Fritters: Ed Nodding by Frittersfritters on September 14th, 2006 11:28 pm (UTC)
As long as the name isn't taken, I bet you can. I found wiki entries analyzing the subtle meanings of Gorillas videos.
postrophe on September 15th, 2006 12:35 am (UTC)
Sure you couldn't use the support from bunches of friends to help you stick with?

(Or is it the kind of thing we might become collectively aghast at; and there goes your support?)
Fritters: Dangerously Undermedicated by Frittersfritters on September 15th, 2006 03:07 am (UTC)
Well I have to get past the whole fear of failure thing to even be comfortable talking about it is the thing. I'm such a fucking perfectionist.
The Voice Of Reason: Rukia mweheheellonwye on September 15th, 2006 12:44 am (UTC)
*moral support*

Dunno what else to say, just showing that I'm thinking of you. Also, damn I'm curious now. :3
lironesslironess on September 15th, 2006 03:30 am (UTC)
OMG! YOUR GAY! does Martin know?
Fritters: TT BB Hinting by Frittersfritters on September 15th, 2006 03:46 am (UTC)
From Martin "Do I know? I get to watch!!"
lironesslironess on September 15th, 2006 08:24 pm (UTC)
Woo Hoo!

I hear it takes 26 days to make a new habit. If it is causeing much stress and heartache, perhaps you are going too fast....baby steps are good.

P.S. Love that Icon!
Fritters: Ed Pouting by Frittersfritters on September 15th, 2006 09:29 pm (UTC)
Technically I can't really go slower. I don't get to choose the pace.
lironesslironess on September 16th, 2006 02:41 am (UTC)
Ah crap, well then hang in there, and remember that perfection is not all it is cracked up to be.
krystalemerges on September 15th, 2006 03:42 am (UTC)
Positive thoughts.
well, whatever it is...I am sending you positive, supportive thoughts. I know the support of friends has been invaluable to me, but that doesn't mean it is 'right' for everyone...and I do not have the 'perfectionist issues'...I just do the best I can and 'fuckem' if they don't like it ;-)

Fritters: Gir Beating with text by inane and frittfritters on September 15th, 2006 03:48 am (UTC)
Re: Positive thoughts.
My perfectionist issues are a major driving force for me right now. I'm almost looking forward to seeing my pansy-ass worthless shrink. Thanks for the support, hon.
krystalemerges on September 15th, 2006 04:14 am (UTC)
Re: Positive thoughts.
I wish I had thoughts to share on the perfectionist issues, but as I mentioned, I have no frame of reference, all I can do is provide a working model of NOT having perfectionist tendencies...

but I worked for a long time with this mantra

flying by the seat of your pants in a pinch leaves no time for perfection..."good enough for government work" has been far more the norm (thankfully there have been no disasters following in my wake, or at least none that left bodies)...heeheehee (I hope at the very least this makes you smile...if so, I have done my job and can go to sleep here in New Mexico tonight)

and as stated above, my support is here, with details or not...hugz, get some sleep, tomorrow is another day and I wish for you a better one to wake up to.
postrophe on September 15th, 2006 07:44 am (UTC)
Re: Positive thoughts.
Hear hear; all of the above, including support on whatever venture it is (tho I'll miss you if you go for a sex change or move to venezuela to feed starving penguins...)
Fritters: Lenore Fishies-Roman Dirge and Frittersfritters on September 15th, 2006 09:00 pm (UTC)
Re: Positive thoughts.
Penguins in Venezuela would be more fun. By the way, call when you want to do something. We generally assume you want to be alone with your pretty girlfriend ^_^
AlucarDmilesaroo on September 15th, 2006 10:04 am (UTC)
Keep at it!
Though i am curious about the change. But im sure youll tell when your ready
Lady Pixelladypixel on September 15th, 2006 10:06 am (UTC)
So send me an email about the Major Lifestyle Change, and I'll give you open and honest feedback as to whether you should go ahead and post it or not. And I won't be judgmental 'bout it, either. :)

One of these days, I'll consider going back to club.
postrophe on September 17th, 2006 08:44 am (UTC)
Hey, even these two showed back up eventually (and now keep showing up at odd but fairly regular intervals...)
Robyn Goodfellowrobyngoodfellow on September 21st, 2006 03:12 am (UTC)
You can do it! And being a perfecionist just means you have to perfect your tendency not to be a perfectionist.
Fritters: TT Raven Blink by ellonwyefritters on September 21st, 2006 05:20 am (UTC)
And being a perfecionist just means you have to perfect your tendency not to be a perfectionist.

My brain just melted.
Robyn Goodfellow: pokedrobyngoodfellow on September 21st, 2006 05:56 am (UTC)
My work here is done.