Relax babe, it wont be eternal, and you will have grown so much by the time it is over. Your current you would be proud of the future you after this ordeal =)
Your first sentence reminds me of some lyrics that came on a few minutes ago...
"Call in three months time and I'll be fine, I know Well maybe not that fine, but I'll survive anyhow I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion But that's no consolation here and now."
Thanks bunches for being here. Even electronically, it helps a lot. I appreciate you wading through the emo to help me stand.